g_uava: (Ex-Aid | Dan and L1 Snipe)
Prompt: In your own space, talk about your Happy Place—the things that give you joy, calms you or keeps you sane.

After all these years, my fanworks blog ([tumblr.com profile] juicedguava) will always be my happy place. I first created the sideblog to carve out my own little corner and focus on my ships/favs that make me happy.

[tumblr.com profile] juicedguava is where I got to improve my skills in graphic design. There's the first GIFset I made for Mari/Takumi from Kamen Rider Faiz, my first OTP from Kamen Rider. Some time ago, I wondered what I'd think now when I look back on this first GIFset, after making and posting about 200 more GIFsets in the following years. I expected myself to be critical about not using the optimal image dimensions, using X number of frames, looping my GIFs for X amount of seconds, writing my caption in a different way etc.

What I thought as I returned to my starting point was actually, 'Not bad.'

If I were to re-do this GIFset, I'd have made different decisions regarding its image dimensions/frames/time etc. Yet the application of my skill and experience matters less than the warm memory of creating something new that practically erases the fanwork's minor imperfections for me.

From consistent creating and posting on [tumblr.com profile] juicedguava, I've learned a lot about myself as a creator. I've accepted that for most of my time, I'd rather only create for my OTPs and cater to myself and my fellow shippers first. I've moved on from worrying about the quality of my fanworks for the value of practicing my skills in public and sharing the love.

For the past two years, I've been more invested in working on my writing over creating graphics. When I embark on new graphics projects from now on, I can always look through my tumblr archive and draw from fond memories of [tumblr.com profile] juicedguava to build another happy place for myself.
g_uava: (Timeranger | Naoto x Tatsuya)
Posted my exchange treat!

I posted my completed treat on 11 Dec, four days before the official deadline. I feel unnecessarily competitive and therefore #onbrand with my ship >:3 Even after posting, my nerves on how the story will be received still have yet to abate. I'm trying to work through it now by starting another fic, one with kinks and a plot that makes it obvious that the story is mainly for me.

A vision for juicedguava 2.0: Version Dreamwidth

Like many who have jumped on to the DW bandwagon due to the recent Tumblr purge, I've been exploring the various communities on the platform. I've rebooted my own fanworks community [community profile] juicedguava, named after my first fanworks blog on Tumblr.

In 2019, I plan to move my static graphic edits from the Tumblr to [community profile] juicedguava, that is photo sets and a softer world remixes. I think I'll continue making GIF sets and to make up for the extra step of uploading them on another host for embedding, I can experiment with going beyond Tumblr size limits.

This week, I've made some shippy icons for the first time and learned how to use this handy website for generating the HTML for the icon table. It's been a refreshing experience to just edit pictures for the fun of it with no expectation for the final work to be of use for others. Once or twice I wondered what if I learned how to contribute graphics back when I was active on LJ fandom, but at that age when I didn't really have anything unique to express, it felt all the more awkward when I forced myself to contribute out of anxiety on missing out on all the fun.

Last year, I confronted that anxiety head on through writing and posting fics, and while it feels like a never-ending battle, each breakthrough gives me the confidence and courage to face the next intangible obstacle.

Completed this week's prompt for [community profile] 100words

Wrote a Naoto/Tatsuya drabble for Prompt #123 - Ghost and posted it on the comm! I've saved the post to my memories for posting on AO3 if/when I've written more drabbles.

I was more excited than I thought I'd be about posting on a DW space that isn't my own. I had to take extra care in formatting my post to look like the post of other members; a practice that I don't think is intuitive for fans of the social media generation. For that reason, I think that if there'd be another attempt to start up fan activity on DW, a lot of detailed handholding would be required to keep up the momentum for a significant (and perhaps finite) amount of time.

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